My perception

Addicted to frailties
My lies become true
While each passing day
Merges the two
I do not care
where my words lead me
My fancy dreams
Bolstering my make-belief
I learn to ignore
My heart and my mind
I see life
Like I want it to be
After all, reality bites the lies
Hook, line and sinker

Rediscovery

Walk away from me
I ask you to leave
I have faith no more
In what I see
The clouds of pretense
Hazy and deep
I do not trust anything
Not even what I feel
I do not trust my reflection
Nor the sound of footsteps
I do not trust the voices I hear
Nor my ego can I bear
So walk away, I need you no more
I wish this light goes out
I wish I cast no shadow
I need time alone
Alone in the dark
To wander, to rediscover

Starring .....

I am trapped in moving frames
Wavy colours, hazy moods
Milling people, a scary dream
I know I belong here, I am not too sure
I am the star here
But I don't fit in
The picture was drawn for me
But I refuse to agree
Featureless in the background
I am the star here
I wait for the next
Hope things will change
I want the colours to change
From wintery greys to sunny red
The frames keep moving
With me still the same
I know it lies ahead
Unedited, detailed, the end, the beginning.

Morrison said, "is your life good enough to make a movie on?" I say, we all are stars, in our own movies, playing roles we do not choose. Extras.